Wow. All I can say is wow! I cant even begin to start. Where do I start? How do I start? ;__; okay this event was the best I have went to ever! like in my whole life. Nothing beats this! Ok, so, well, I arrived at the venue pretty early at like 3 something and stood in line. I got VIP standing so I got priority to go in :3 I ended up being at the front. Like at the most front. My body was at the railing and the stage was sooo sooo sooo close to me .__. We waited for a while and then suddenly the organizers asked us all to sit down on the ground. Everyone was like wtf lol how you expect us to see the show if we are all sitting down? And then in turned out to be because they taught we were all tired from standing so they asked us to sit down first and they’ll let us all stand again for the showcase. Such nice organizers T__T

At 7+ Xander came out and omfg ;__; so so so so so perfect. He started singing Bad Girl! Hes improved so much T^T He then sang this one chinese song :3 Everybody was singing along and I just stood there and was like o__O After the song, or was it before? I cant remember, the MC asked him how hard it was to prepare for the showcase. Then Alexander said something that almost broke my heart and all I wanted to do was go and give him a hug T^T He said “Well, its a bit hard. I used to have mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm (while pointing beside him six times) on stage with me but now Im all alone” and he laughed. Then he sang “That Man” the secret garden OST. Omg, hes so good ;__; to be able to pull that off alone without anyone else ;-; EVERYBODY was singing along sob sob T^T he then went backstage. Everything is a blur to me right now tho >__< I cant remember everything in order so I’ll just talk about what happened lol OTL /epic fail/ Anyways, Xander also danced the shuffle with LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem as background music!!!! Everybody was screaming their guts out. He was so awesome. I didnt know he could dance that good LOL. Oh and we also played games :3 huhuhu and guess who Xander picked to go on stage with him?!! 

Le me :D He was scanning the crowd until he saw my placard (which was not hard since I was at the front and its pretty shiny) and he went “there, that one! the gold Xander! It really catches my eye” or something like that. I cant remember what he said for the life of me OTL When the 2 other girls and I went on stage, One girl fell and Xander and everyone else helped her out. her foot was stuck in between the stage. Poor girl. Lol back to the game, we had to act in front of Alexander OTL Since his song is “Bad Girl” we had to act like bad girls OTL The staff came and asked us to choose this paper and I took one and it said “Cutie Bad Girl” WHY OH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I had no idea what to do OTL the girl before me got ‘Sexy Bad Girl” and she was like so BRAVE OMG. She took off her sweater and like rubbed it against Xander o__O so I was like “omg wadu i do now, wadu i do???”. Since mine is ~cute~ bad girl, I went to Xander and did *drumrolls please*, aegyo ;__; yes, aegyo OTL OTL THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT OF MY LIFE IN THE HISTORY OF EVER. I went to him and said “OPPPAAAAAA, KYOWOOOYO??” OTL I am ashamed of myself OTL Xander was kneeling down and like he immediately stood upright out of shock trolololol. He then laughed at me ;__; I dont mind it tho cause I got to hear that twinkly laugh of his /holds on to precious sound/

Then he said “wow, your aegyo is really good!” then he asked me to repeat it again to the audience. WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME XANDER?! Then he shoved the mic up my face and asked me to repeat OTL And I did. And the audience went crazy OTL Mother of god please let no one have a fancam ;__; The 3 of us then got to take a group picture with Xander! ^__^ He also put his arm around me during the photo taking. Waaahhh so nice ! :3 After the phototaking finished, he went and hugged me ;_______________________________________; le creys. Instagrammed + cropped picture =

And then we went off stage and he went to change but during that time they premiered the music video for “I Just”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its just a simple video but Xander is beyond cute in it uhuhuhuhuhhu. Xander said he recorded the videos in 3 languages so after the first few takes he kept getting confused because he kept having to change languages @__@ And then he sang I Just!!!! My favourite favourite favourite song right now ;3; He sang the English version uwahhh <3 And the best part of it, he sang it with YELLOW pants on! My favourite colour ;__; ♡ Then he left to go off stage and we were all like NUUUUUUUUU. And we screamed “encore” until like our throats were sore but we kept on screaming and chanting.

Then he came back out and sang Oh Baby again!! But this time he stepped off stage and like came towards us, throwing posters and stuff. He also came and touched our hands T^T I got that on fancam! His face was so close and it was practically shoved into my camera lol but thankfully it didnt hit him xD After that Xander went back on stage and teased us OTL He drank from the water bottle and everyone screamed for him to throw it and he raised his eyebrows OTL But then he threw it anyways but before that, he said “Be careful, okay?” Such a sweet sweet sweet boy T___T 

Xander exited the stage afterwords to get ready for his autograph session. I went on stage and got my autograph and shook his hand :3 We couldnt talk long because we were rushed huhuhu T^T So yeah. The best day of my life so far. It was even better than my ukiss encounter. It was much more meaningful and intimate. And throughout the whoooooole time, Xander kept fanservicing us and he had his genuine big smile on his face and he kept praising us and said he loved us and stuff ;__; Sigh, this boy. I cant.

The whole night was wonderful. Just being able to see Xander again, seeing him have fun with all of us and him being just, real, without any pretenses is amazing. Him having fun on stage alone despite being used to having 6 other guys beside him and being able to talk about the boys casually without anymore pain in his eyes. Alexander is one of the most strongest people I know for being able to keep fighting and not giving up on his dream even after all his been through. Just look at him now. And you can see he is really grateful on all our support. It truly was a magical night that I will never forget ♡